so now that i've had some time to simmer and have gotten off the rollercoaster ride...i've learned a few things...

and isn't that worth it...that we can learn things from our situations and events....

1. i really want to work for and with good people.
2. i really don't care what it is that i do for my work subject (to some degree).
3. i'd rather work close to home (unless it's a dream job).

hmm...i guess that's it? haha. i seems that vince and i are going to settle somewhere in the southbay. we like the area. it's nice and suburby. no city-slicking for us. so unless there is a dream job in SF...which is what... i have no idea. but i like living around where we live. green. trees. not too crowded considering. donwtowns with nice streets of shops and restaurants and cafes we can hang in. and...when we want...we can head up to the city for some jam packed nightlife. but for the most part...a good ambiance...good friends...and perhaps a good bar is all we really need.

and as for job hunting i still need to learn that God has a plan for me...and i still need to be diligent in trying to find out what that plan is...and ultimately...He will bring me to the right place for me. i don't have to worry. i don't have to despair. i need not be desperate.